Monday, 31 December 2007
New Year Sonnet
SONNET. IIII.
NEW yeare forth looking out of Ianus gate,
Doth seeme to promise hope of new delight:
and bidding th' old Adieu, his passed date
bids all old thoughts to die in dumpish spright.
And calling forth out of sad Winters night,
fresh loue, that long hath slept in cheerlesse bower:
wils him awake, and soone about him dight
his wanton wings and darts of deadly power.
For lusty spring now in his timely howre,
is ready to come forth him to receiue:
and warnes the Earth with diuers colord flowre,
to decke hir selfe, and her faire mantle weaue.
Then you faire flowre, in whom fresh youth doth raine,
prepare your selfe new loue to entertaine.
Tuesday, 18 December 2007
Hope
You know, one of the most amazing things about human beings is
I was reading an article in The New Yorker recently about mega-churches, seeker churches, in the
I was reading a play recently written (not yet published), and it said:
“Exactly! People have to go on living. There is a new world now. A new way of living. I fear that Reshel knows that better than we do.”
“Who is Reshel?”
“You know him. He’s gaining influence. He’s been through other places, working his way around … he knows, Alor.”
“Know what? What is there to know, now?”
“He knows that people need hope.”
“What hope could he bring?”
“False hope, then. Perhaps he thinks he can control people.”
Friday, 14 December 2007
Old Creek
Since before anyone remembers
It has been clear shining like silver
Though the moonlight penetrates it
And the wind ruffles it
No trace of either remains
Today I would not dare
To expound the secret
Of the stream bed
But I can tell you that the blue dragon
Is coiled there.
-- Muso Soseki (1275-1351)
Monday, 10 December 2007
A Pellucid Ocean
Bubbles arise and dissolve again.
Just so, thoughts are no
Different from ultimate reality,
So don’t find fault; remain at ease.
Whatever arises, whatever occurs,
Don’t grasp—release it on the spot.
Appearances, sounds, and objects
Are all one’s own mind;
There’s nothing except mind.
-- Buddha
Thursday, 6 December 2007
Python
Moonlit Dewdrops
If you’re lured to watch,
Are a wall before the Truth.
-- Sogyo (1667–1731)
Friday, 30 November 2007
Bardo
http://www.poems.com/poem.php?date=13848
Dangerously frail is what his hand was like
when he showed up at our house,
three or four days after his death,
and stood at the foot of our bed.
Though we had expected him to appear
in some form, it was odd, the clarity
and precise decrepitude of his condition,
and how his hand, frail as it was,
lifted me from behind my head, up from the pillow,
so that no longer could I claim it was a dream,
nor deny that what your father wanted,
even with you sleeping next to me,
was to kiss me on the lips.
There was no refusing his anointing me
with what I was meant to bear of him
from where he was, present in the world,
a document loose from the archives
of form—not spectral, not corporeal—
in transit, though not between lives or bodies:
those lips on mine, then mine on yours.
Michael Collier
Dark Wild Realm
Mariner Books
Dedicated to the memory of Ben Branch.
Wednesday, 28 November 2007
Emotional Job Committment
Even though there have been heaps of issues about what has happened in the business, you are still rather emotionally committed to the job that you first got there. Do you think that it is something that is universal, or just peculiar to you, or just peculiar to the situation that you find yourself in now, for this particular circumstance? Are there some people born or generated (it is probably way more environmental than it is biological/genetic) that really invest emotional energy in what they are doing and whether they do well or not (achieve or succeed or not), as opposed to other people who really couldn't care less (in
Or maybe it is just varying threshold levels for this type of commitment and attachment, to differing situations.
If you were a true Buddhist, you would simply acknowledge that the ultimate goal is non-attachment, and that one would let go all the mental accoutrements of the job, the people, the circumstance and simply move through life.
Still interested to see how a Buddhist monk would run your job.
Tuesday, 27 November 2007
Stupidity and intelligence
The trouble with the world is that the stupid are cocksure and the intelligent are full of doubt.
- Bertrand Russell
Blogging
The post below may indicate the actual raison d'etre of blogs.
They may never have been "money making" exercises, but rather, different forms of communication which have some relationship to what constitutes income (for a person or an organisation), but, yet, more importantly, are a type of general communication satisfying a human need ("I need to express myself" - some how, some way). It is probably the circumstance that blogs were never designed to be "monetized" (as the crass terminology goes) and that Scott is just being aware that he was pushing against the "natural order" of what blogs were/are about.
It appears, from what has been indicated at the end of the blog, that Scott is planning to "revert" to the "I need to express myself freely" model for his blog.
And, maybe not so coincidentally, spend some more time on real life!!
From Scott Adams' DIlbert Blog on 26 November 2007:
http://dilbertblog.typepad.com/the_dilbert_blog/2007/11/going-forward.html
Going Forward
I've decided to blog less. I posted daily (mostly) for two years, with the theory that my efforts would be compensated in four ways.
1. Advertising dollars
2. Compiling the best posts into a book.
3. Growing the audience for Dilbert
4. Artistic satisfaction.
Readership of The Dilbert Blog is growing rapidly, but at about the same rate people figure out how to use RSS feeds to get the content without the ads. So there's no longer a correlation between how hard I work and the ad income I earn. It topped out at "trivial," even while the audience grew to substantial.
My book based on the blog posts, STICK TO DRAWING COMICS, MONKEY-BRAIN! got great reviews for content, but angry reactions in people who feel that other people, who didn't read the content on the Internet, and never will, should not buy the book, to protect the rights of the people who already read it on the Internet, and might want to read it again for free sometime. You win.
I hoped that people who loved the blog would spill over to people who read Dilbert, and make my flagship product stronger. Instead, I found that if I wrote nine highly popular posts, and one that a reader disagreed with, the reaction was inevitably "I can never read Dilbert again because of what you wrote in that one post." Every blog post reduced my income, even if 90% of the readers loved it. And a startling number of readers couldn't tell when I was serious or kidding, so most of the negative reactions were based on misperceptions.
Lastly, the blog has been a source of tremendous artistic satisfaction. I enjoyed being relatively uncensored, and interacting with the readers on fun topics. That's why I will continue blogging, albeit less controversially. I'll just do it less often, especially over the holidays. It's hard to tell the family I can't spend time with them because I need to create free content on the Internet that will lower our income.
Try www.reader.google.com to see blog posts without the ads.
Monday, 26 November 2007
Excerpt from Steve Jobs' Commencement Speech at Stanford
This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept. No one wants to die, even people who want to go to Heaven don't want to die to get there, and yet, death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It's life's change agent; it clears out the old to make way for the new. right now, the new is you. But someday, not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it's quite true. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice, heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalogue, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stuart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late Sixties, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and Polaroid cameras. it was sort of like Google in paperback form thirty-five years before Google came along. I was idealistic, overflowing with neat tools and great notions. Stuart and his team put out several issues of the The Whole Earth Catalogue, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-Seventies and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath were the words, "Stay hungry, stay foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. "Stay hungry, stay foolish." And I have always wished that for myself, and now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you. Stay hungry, stay foolish.
http://www.scribd.com/doc/1313/Steve-Jobss-Commencement-Speech-at-Stanford
Just Do It!
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
-- Mark Twain
In bed my real love has always been the sleep that rescued me by allowing me to dream.
Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.
Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.
All that we are is the result of what we have thought.
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
Work and Life
"A man's work is nothing but this slow trek to rediscover, through the detours of art, those two or three great and simple images in whose presence his heart first opened."
-- Albert Camus
"Happiness, that grand mistress of the ceremonies in the dance of life, impels us through all its mazes and meanderings, but leads none of us by the same route."
-- Albert Camus
For if there is a sin against life, it consists perhaps not so much in despairing of life as in hoping for another life and in eluding the implacable grandeur of this life."
-- Albert Camus
It is neither wealth nor splendor; but tranquillity and occupation which give happiness.
-- Jefferson, Thomas
Be strong and courageous, and do the work.
-- Chronicles 28:20
Time Off
Wednesday, 14 November 2007
Passed Like Strangers
For twenty seven years
I've always sought the Way.
Well, this morning we passed
Like strangers on the road.
Tuesday, 13 November 2007
The Murderous Haunt of Impermanence
The world is unstable, like a house on fire. This is not a place where you stay long. The murderous haunt of impermanence comes upon you in a flash, no matter whether you are rich or poor, old or young. If you want to be no different from a Zen master or a buddha, just do not seek outwardly.
Friday, 9 November 2007
Arranging My Beard
Are capped and shod without a second thought.
It is like the man who had a long beard,
But did not anguish at its length
Until one day someone asked him
How he arranged it when he went to bed.
First he put it inside, then outside the coverlet,
The whole night he spent looking for the best position.
And tossed and turned until the dawn of day.
In the end he wanted only to chop it off!
Although this fable is light and humorous,
Still it contains a much deeper meaning.
When I asked the dharma master about this,
He gave a smile and nodded his assent.
- Su Shih (1073)
Doppelgangers
And why just stop at one extra - why not a whole platoon of doppelgangers, all acting independently yet synchronously, with direction.
Interesting to contemplate how one would process the mass of overlapping and interacting thought/consciousness streams - both in real-time and with post-processing (dreams may come into play to assist here).
Needs some excellent sci-fi writer with a serious background in neuroscience and psychology to piece this all together!
Wednesday, 7 November 2007
did muenchen munch the big one?
(1) I won't get paid for it, and
(2) I won't be appreciated for it; and
(3) it really won't make a difference anyway
(there are so many other people around who don't get things done and everything depends on everything and everyone else in a complex web of interaction, so in most instances, everything you do is "diluted" (so to speak) by everything else around you).
The only reason to do the extra work is for personal satisfaction and fulfilling one's own sense of achievement and worth - for whatever that is worth. When I was younger, I had a great belief in the efficacy of my own work, in that if I put in lots of hours and much effort, then good things would come of it.
In a way that is true - good things have come of it - but not in the manner that one would have thought nor dreamt of - and maybe not in the manner of reward commensurate with the perceived effort (at the least from the long vantage of aged distance). Hence, the current attitude. One wonders what that will mean for the "payoff" in the future?
Tuesday, 6 November 2007
repeat the same routines for myriad eons
We are no different from Shakyamuni Buddha.
Today, in your various activities, what do you lack?
The spiritual light coursing through your six senses has never been interrupted. If you can see in this way, you will simply be free of burdens all your life.
- Lin Chi (d 867?)
Tuesday, 30 October 2007
Pelf
A nice piece of invective about the rich and powerful - even in times gone by ...
Despite those titles, power, and pelf,
The wretch, concentred all in self,
Living, shall forfeit fair renown,
And, doubly dying, shall go down
To the vile dust from whence he sprung,
Unwept, unhonour'd, and unsung.
(Sir Walter Scott's - Lay of the Last Minstrel)
source: http://www.worldwidewords.org/weirdwords/ww-pel1.htm
Wednesday, 17 October 2007
Evocative
Marriage
by Louise Glück October 22, 2007
All week they’ve been by the sea again
and the sound of the sea colors everything.
Blue sky fills the window.
But the only sound is the sound of the waves pounding the shore—
angry. Angry at something. Whatever it is
must be why he’s turned away. Angry, though he’d never hit her,
never say a word, probably.
So it’s up to her to get the answer some other way,
from the sea, maybe, or the gray clouds suddenly
rising above it. The smell of the sea is in the sheets,
the smell of sun and wind, the hotel smell, fresh and sweet
because they’re changed every day.
He never uses words. Words, for him, are for making arrangements,
for doing business. Never for anger, never for tenderness.
She strokes his back. She puts her face up against it,
even though it’s like putting your face against a wall.
And the silence between them is ancient: it says
these are the boundaries.
He isn’t sleeping, not even pretending to sleep.
His breathing’s not regular: he breathes in with reluctance;
he doesn’t want to commit himself to being alive.
And he breathes out fast, like a king banishing a servant.
Beneath the silence, the sound of the sea,
the sea’s violence spreading everywhere, not finished, not finished,
his breath driving the waves—
But she knows who she is and she knows what she wants.
As long as that’s true, something so natural can’t hurt her.
Thursday, 11 October 2007
Let my doubts be cleared
What is this wonder-filled universe?
What constitutes seed?
Who centers the universal wheel?
What is this life beyond form pervading forms?
How may we enter it fully,
Above space and time, names and descriptions?
Let my doubts be cleared.
Monday, 8 October 2007
The Roaming of Sages
As to the roaming of sages,
They move in utter emptiness,
Let their minds meander in the great nothingness;
They run beyond convention
And go through where there is no gateway.
They listen to the soundless
And look at the formless,
They are not constrained by society
And not bound to its customs.
Thursday, 4 October 2007
The Dust of Human Ambition
To shake off the
Dust of human ambition
I sit on moss in
Zen robes of stillness,
While through the window,
In the setting sun
Of late autumn,
Falling leaves whirl
And drop to the stone dais.
Wednesday, 3 October 2007
the essential art of zazen
Whenever a thought occurs,
Be aware of it,
As soon as you are aware of it,
It will vanish.
If you remain for a long period
Forgetful of objects,
You will naturally become unified.
This is the essential art of zazen.
Monday, 17 September 2007
Any season is a good season for you
In spring, hundreds of flowers;
In autumn, a harvest moon;
In summer a refreshing breeze;
In winter, snow will accompany you.
If useless things do not hang in your mind,
Any season is a good season for you.
Friday, 14 September 2007
Following dream paths at night
Which way
Did you come from,
Following dream paths at night,
While snow is still deep
In this mountain recess?
Thursday, 13 September 2007
Goethe - Epigrams on possession, happiness, religion, love, literature, nature and knowledge
- We cannot possess what we do not understand.
- Each has his own happiness in his hands, as the artist handles the rude clay he seeks to reshape it into a figure; yet it is the same with this art as with all others: only the capacity for it is innate; the art itself must be learned and painstakingly practiced.
- Since I have heard often enough that everyone in the end has his own religion, nothing seemed more natural to me than to fashion my own.
- Love's torments sought a place of rest,
Where all might drear and lonely be;
They found ere long my desert breast,
And nestled in its vacancy. - The decline of literature indicates the decline of a nation.
- Nature knows no pause in progress and development, and attaches her curse on all inaction.
- We know accurately only when we know little, with knowledge doubt enters.
Earth's Answer - by William Blake
From the darkness dread and drear,
Her light fled,
Stony, dread,
And her locks covered with grey despair.
"Prisoned on watery shore,
Starry jealousy does keep my den
Cold and hoar;
Weeping o're,
I hear the father of the ancient men.
"Selfish father of men!
Cruel, jealous, selfish fear!
Can delight,
Chained in night,
The virgins of youth and morning bear?
"Does spring hide its joy,
When buds and blossoms grow?
Does the sower
Sow by night,
Or the plowman in darkness plough?
"Break this heavy chain,
That does freeze my bones around!
Selfish, vain,
Eternal bane,
That free love with bondage bound."
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
Bad Dreams Are Good by Joni Mitchell
Bad Dreams Are Good
by Joni Mitchell
September 17, 2007
The cats are in the flower beds
A red hawk rides the sky
I guess I should be happy
Just to be alive
But
We have poisoned everything
And oblivious to it all
The cell-phone zombies babble
Through the shopping malls
While condors fall from Indian skies
Whales beach and die in sand
Bad Dreams are good
In the Great Plan
And you cannot be trusted
Do you even know you are lying?
It's dangerous to kid yourself
You go deaf, dumb, and blind
You take with such entitlement
You give bad attitude
You have No grace
No empathy
No gratitude
You have no sense of consequence
Oh, my head is in my hands
Bad Dreams are good
In the Great Plan
Before that altering apple
We were one with everything
No sense of self and other
No self-consciousness
But now we have to grapple
With this man-made world backfiring
Keeping one eye on our brother's deadly selfishness
Everyone's a victim here
Nobody's hands are clean
There's so very little left of wild Eden Earth
So near the jaws of our machines
We live in these electric scabs
These lesions once were lakes
We don't know how to shoulder blame
Or learn from past mistakes
So who will come to save the day?
Mighty Mouse. . . ? Superman. . . ?
Bad Dreams are good
In the Great Plan
In the dark
A shining ray
I heard a three-year-old boy say
Bad Dreams are good
In the Great Plan
- ====================
- Joni channeling JJ Rousseau and the Hippy 60's - well, sort of - but still applicable to today.
Goethe - Epitaph and translations
-------------
Epitaph
In boyhood stubborn, withdrawn,
In youth presumptuous, suspicious,
When mature, an active man,
In old age reckless, capricious. –
On your gravestones they'll make out:
This one was human, never doubt!
Another version:
-----------------
Epitaph
As a boy, reserved and naughty;
As a youth, a coxcomb and haughty;
As a man, for action inclined;
As a greybeard, fickle in mind. –
Upon they grave will people read:
This was a very man, indeed!
About the only thing which is the same is the last three lines of punctuation!
I think I am really going to have to get the original German poems and read them with a series of translations to hand. Commentators remark on the difficulty (some say "impossibility") of translating Goethe – I certainly have a good feeling for it now (after reading three different translations of various poems).
Friday, 7 September 2007
Goethe - Epigrams on Defects, Strengths, Ignorance, Suffering and Satisfaction
- By nature we have no defect that could not become a strength, no strength that could not become a defect.
- Nothing is worse than active ignorance.
- Man . . . knows only when he is satisfied and when he suffers, and only his sufferings and his satisfactions instruct him concerning himself, teach him what to seek and what to avoid. For the rest, man is a confused creature; he knows not whence he comes or whither he goes, he knows little of the world, and above all, he knows little of himself.
Goethe - Epigrams on The World, Life and Doing
- The world is for thousands a freak show; the images flicker past and vanish; the impressions remain flat and unconnected in the soul. Thus they are easily led by the opinions of others, are content to let their impressions be shuffled and rearranged and evaluated differently.
- The passing day is prey to error. Time commands success and achievement.
- Our desires presage the capacities within us; they are harbingers of what we shall be able to accomplish. What we can do and want to do is projected in our imagination, quite outside ourselves, and into the future. We are attracted to what is already ours in secret. Thus passionate anticipation transforms what is indeed possible into dreamt-for reality.
Goethe - Every Day (epigram)
Goethe - Prometheus
Prometheus
by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
translated by Erich Harth
Cover your heavens
with clouds and vapors, Zeus
and, like the boy who lops off
heads of thistles,
try your hand on oaks
and mountaintops.
But you can't touch my earth,
my cabin that you did not build,
my hearth whose glow you watch
with envy.
There's none more pitiful than you, Gods!
The breath of our prayers
is your paltry nourishment,
our meager altar gifts sustain
your dreams of majesty.
You'd starve
but for the foolish hopes
of children and beggars.
When I was a child and didn't know
which way to turn,
I raised my eyes bewildered to the sky
as though beyond it were an ear
to listen to my sorrows,
a heart like mine
to pity my distress.
Who stood with me against the Titans'
wantonness,
who rescued me from death,
from slavery?
Was it not you, my own, my glowing heart
that did all this?
And, cheated, in your youthful goodness
gave glowing thanks to him
who nods up there?
And I should worship thee? What for?
Have you ever
lightened my pain when I was anguished?
Ever
stilled the tears
when I was frightened?
Was it not almighty time
and eternal fate,
my masters as well as yours,
who forged me into manhood?
Did you, by chance, suppose
that I should hate life,
flee into deserts,
just because
not all my fancy dreams
had come to pass?
I sit here, shaping men and women
in my image,
a race destined, like I,
to suffer and to cry,
to savor joy, to laugh,
and disregard you
as I did.
Goethe - Human Limits (excerpt)
Confines our lives,
And many generations
For ever they link
On to their being's
Infinite chain.
-- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe - "Human Limits" (excerpt, last stanza), p 35 from "Roman Elegies and other poems and epigrams", trans. Michael Hamburger, Anvil, 1996
Dissolve their history according to conditions
You have obstacles only because you have not realized the emptiness of the eons. Genuine Wayfarers are never like this; they just dissolve their history according to conditions, dressing according to circumstances, acting when they need to act, and sitting when they need to sit, without any idea of seeking the fruits of buddhahood.
Thursday, 6 September 2007
The Secret of the Universe
This may sound a little strange, but it is not quite so paradoxical as the case of Jacob Boehme, to whom Jove's thunderbolt revealed the secret of the universe while he was looking at a pewter bowl.
[Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Letters from Italy, p 49, Penguin 60s Classics] [written on 8 October 1786]
Our times are worse than we think
The art of mosaic, which gave the Ancients their paved floors and the Christians the vaulted Heaven of their churches, has now been degraded to snuffboxes and bracelets. Our times are worse than we think.
[Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Letters from Italy, p 48, Penguin 60s Classics] [written on 8 October 1786]
(Always "our times" are the most degraded and the worst. It wasn't true then Wolfgang (witness your true self) and it isn't true now).
Seeing the World
My tendency to look at the world through the eyes of the painter whose pictures I have seen last has given me an odd idea. Since our eyes are educated from childhood on by the objects we see around us, a Venetian painter is bound to see the world as a brighter and gayer place than most people see it. We northerners who spend our lives in a drab and, because of the dirt and the dust, an uglier country where even reflected light is subdued, and who have, most of us, to live in cramped rooms - we cannot instinctively develop an eye which looks like such delight at the world.
[Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Letters from Italy, p 47, Penguin 60s Classics] [written on 8 October 1786]
Exactly! Thus, people like living where I live rather than places in the northern hemisphere because of the same brilliance and radiance of light and environment. Makes a difference to the approach to life.
(Also good to know that there is no thought that I can think that has not already been thought hundreds of years before by someone smarter and more eloquent!)
Thursday, 30 August 2007
Monkey Pureness
For the moon in the water.
Until death overtakes him
He'll never give up.
If he'd let go the branch and
Disappear in the deep pool,
The whole world would shine
With dazzling pureness.
- Hakuin (1685-1768)
True Buddha Dharma Way
What do you mean by the true Buddha, the true Dharma and the true Way? Would you be good enough to explain to us?
The Master said,
The Buddha- this is the cleanness and purity of the mind.
The Dharma- this is the shining brightness of the mind.
The Way- this is the pure light that is never obstructed anywhere. The three are in fact one. All are empty names and have no true reality.
- Lin-chi (d.867)
Monday, 27 August 2007
Thursday, 23 August 2007
a thousand meters of melancholy
Wearing my long robe made from a thousand meters of melancholy.
He can cut you off from Yazid and sew you onto Zayd;
he can pair you with this one and separate you from the other.
He can attach you to one to whom you give your heart for life;
What a fabric, what a stitch, what a miracle-making hand.
(Divan 216:1-3)
Monday, 20 August 2007
Why by Philip Schultz (August 27, 2007)
Why
by Philip Schultz
August 27, 2007
is this man sitting here weeping
in this swanky restaurant
on his sixty-first birthday, because
his fear grows stronger each year,
because he's still the boy running
all out to first base, believing
getting there means everything,
because of the spiders climbing
the sycamore outside his house
this morning, the elegance of
a civilization free of delusion,
because of the boyish faces
of the five dead soldiers on TV,
the stoic curiosity in their eyes,
their belief in the righteousness
of sacrifice, because innocence
is the darkest place in the universe,
because of the Iraqis on their hands
and knees looking for a bloody button,
a bitten fingernail, evidence of
their stolen significance, because
of the primitive architecture
of his dreams, the brutal egoism
of his ignorance, because he believes
in deliverance, the purity of sorrow,
the sanctity of truth, because of
the original human faces of his wife
and two boys smiling at him across
this glittering table, because of
their passion for commemoration,
their certainty that goodness continues,
because of the spiders clinging to
the elegance of each moment, because
getting there still means everything?
Thursday, 9 August 2007
Careful
If you're lured to watch,
Are a wall before the truth.
- Sogyo (18th century)
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
How (Elizabeth Sutherland)
How
Out in the field, where the noone resides
Gaping like a fish, for one and the same
Squealing like a hyena, surrounded.
One and the different.
There's pain in this muscle.
Pain pain.
In a place been reached too oft.
Turn off?
It can't it won't.
It won't.
It can't.
There are bugs under my skin?
Only scars. Her mistake.
The deceit, the impenetrable wall;
Maybe not so much?
This mile of anguish, out in the meadow
Where the lambs run free and brisk,
There is no free.
There is only brisk
And hast
And rush rush mad.
With no air, shark shark, fish.
The bugs never disappear – an age or two they stay,
But how long is an age?
How wide is a field?
How wet is a fish?
How gleeful is a hyena?
How minute is a bug?
How free is a lamb?
The Ship of Death - D. H. Lawrence
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Now it is autumn and the falling fruit | |
and the long journey towards oblivion. | |
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The apples falling like great drops of dew | |
to bruise themselves an exit from themselves. | |
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5 | And it is time to go, to bid farewell |
to one's own self, and find an exit | |
from the fallen self. | |
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II | |
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Have you built your ship of death, O have you? | |
O build your ship of death, for you will need it. | |
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10 | The grim frost is at hand, when the apples will fall |
thick, almost thundrous, on the hardened earth. | |
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And death is on the air like a smell of ashes! | |
Ah! can't you smell it? | |
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And in the bruised body, the frightened soul | |
15 | finds itself shrinking, wincing from the cold |
that blows upon it through the orifices. | |
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III | |
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And can a man his own quietus make | |
with a bare bodkin? | |
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With daggers, bodkins, bullets, man can make | |
20 | a bruise or break of exit for his life; |
but is that a quietus, O tell me, is it quietus? | |
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Surely not so! for how could murder, even self-murder | |
ever a quietus make? | |
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IV | |
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O let us talk of quiet that we know, | |
25 | that we can know, the deep and lovely quiet |
of a strong heart at peace! | |
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How can we this, our own quietus, make? | |
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V | |
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Build then the ship of death, for you must take | |
the longest journey, to oblivion. | |
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30 | And die the death, the long and painful death |
that lies between the old self and the new. | |
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Already our bodies are fallen, bruised, badly bruised, | |
already our souls are oozing through the exit | |
of the cruel bruise. | |
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35 | Already the dark and endless ocean of the end |
is washing in through the breaches of our wounds, | |
already the flood is upon us. | |
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Oh build your ship of death, your little ark | |
and furnish it with food, with little cakes, and wine | |
40 | for the dark flight down oblivion. |
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VI | |
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Piecemeal the body dies, and the timid soul | |
has her footing washed away, as the dark flood rises. | |
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We are dying, we are dying, we are all of us dying | |
and nothing will stay the death-flood rising within us | |
45 | and soon it will rise on the world, on the outside world. |
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We are dying, we are dying, piecemeal our bodies are dying | |
and our strength leaves us, | |
and our soul cowers naked in the dark rain over the flood, | |
cowering in the last branches of the tree of our life. | |
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VII | |
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50 | We are dying, we are dying, so all we can do |
is now to be willing to die, and to build the ship | |
of death to carry the soul on the longest journey. | |
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A little ship, with oars and food | |
and little dishes, and all accoutrements | |
55 | fitting and ready for the departing soul. |
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Now launch the small ship, now as the body dies | |
and life departs, launch out, the fragile soul | |
in the fragile ship of courage, the ark of faith | |
with its store of food and little cooking pans | |
60 | and change of clothes, |
upon the flood's black waste | |
upon the waters of the end | |
upon the sea of death, where still we sail | |
darkly, for we cannot steer, and have no port. | |
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65 | There is no port, there is nowhere to go |
only the deepening black darkening still | |
blacker upon the soundless, ungurgling flood | |
darkness at one with darkness, up and down | |
and sideways utterly dark, so there is no direction any more | |
70 | and the little ship is there; yet she is gone. |
She is not seen, for there is nothing to see her by. | |
She is gone! gone! and yet | |
somewhere she is there. | |
Nowhere! | |
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VIII | |
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75 | And everything is gone, the body is gone |
completely under, gone, entirely gone. | |
The upper darkness is heavy as the lower, | |
between them the little ship | |
is gone | |
80 | she is gone. |
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It is the end, it is oblivion. | |
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IX | |
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And yet out of eternity a thread | |
separates itself on the blackness, | |
a horizontal thread | |
85 | that fumes a little with pallor upon the dark. |
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Is it illusion? or does the pallor fume | |
A little higher? | |
Ah wait, wait, for there's the dawn, | |
the cruel dawn of coming back to life | |
90 | out of oblivion. |
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Wait, wait, the little ship | |
drifting, beneath the deathly ashy grey | |
of a flood-dawn. | |
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Wait, wait! even so, a flush of yellow | |
95 | and strangely, O chilled wan soul, a flush of rose. |
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A flush of rose, and the whole thing starts again. | |
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X | |
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The flood subsides, and the body, like a worn sea-shell | |
emerges strange and lovely. | |
And the little ship wings home, faltering and lapsing | |
100 | on the pink flood, |
and the frail soul steps out, into the house again | |
filling the heart with peace. | |
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Swings the heart renewed with peace | |
even of oblivion. | |
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105 | Oh build your ship of death, oh build it! |
for you will need it. | |
For the voyage of oblivion awaits you. |
Wherever and whenever
The mind is found
Attached to anything,
Make haste to detach
Yourself from it.
When you tarry for
Any length of time
It will turn again into
Your old home town.
-- Daito Kokushi (1282-1334)
Monday, 6 August 2007
I watch William Blake, who spotted angels
Blake
by Adam Zagajewski
August 13, 2007
I watch William Blake, who spotted angels
every day in treetops
and met God on the staircase
of his little house and found light in grimy alleys—
Blake, who died
singing gleefully
in a London thronged
with streetwalkers, admirals, and miracles,
William Blake, engraver, who labored
and lived in poverty but not despair,
who received burning signs
from the sea and from the starry sky,
who never lost hope, since hope
was always born anew like breath,
I see those who walked like him on graying streets,
headed toward the dawn's rosy orchid.
Not Worried About The Future
Friday, 3 August 2007
The Way of Heaven
It has no appearance, no pattern.
It is so vast that its
Limit cannot be reached;
It is so deep that it
Cannot be fathomed.
It is always evolving
Along with people,
But knowledge cannot grasp it.
It turns like a wheel,
Beginninglessly and endlessly,
Effective as a spirit.
Open and empty,
It goes along with the flow,
Always coming afterward
And never in the forefront
-- Lao- tzu
Tuesday, 31 July 2007
There must exist a book which is the formula and perfect compendium of all the rest
Monday, 30 July 2007
Sharing Happiness
-- Buddha
Tuesday, 3 July 2007
HARRASSED BY REAL UNSEEN EVIL ENITY
You know, the diversity of crud on the internet is never ending and always amazing!
I laughed and laughed when I read this entry (in an otherwise serious site where people were trying to get answers to things they wanted to find out about - the original was at: http://askearth.com/go/view_request?request=130317).
I am still not sure whether this guy was totally for real or a faker - but if he was the latter (faking it for the "laffs", he did a spectacularly good job). Anyway, I laughed and laughed until I turned into an evil enity (sic)!
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Tuesday, 26 June 2007
How can I utter one word when each moment My perplexity is more perplexing
There is no peace for my heart and my soul.
The world is taken, from end to end, by image and form;
Which of these images is mine?
If you see a severed head on the way
Rolling in the direction of the battlefied;
Ask him, ask him concerning my secrets
For, from him you hear my hidden mysteries.
What if one ear could be found;
Suited to understand the speech of my birds.
What if one bird could fly,
Who wore my ring of Solomon's secrets [around her neck].
What am I saying? when I know telling this tale
Is beyond my limits and my ability is.
How can I utter one word when each moment
My perplexity is more perplexing.
(Divan 239:1-8)
There are roads, But they do not reach the world;
In the everyday Way,
Among mist-wrapped vines
And rocky caves.
Here in the wilderness
I am completely free,
With my friends,
The white clouds,
Idling forever.
There are roads,
But they do not reach the world;
Since I am mindless,
Who can rouse my thoughts?
On a bed of stone I sit,
Alone in the night,
While the round moon
Climbs up Cold Mountain.
-- Han shan ( 8th century)
Thursday, 21 June 2007
Free to use the treasure house
"The treasure house
within you contains everything,
and you are free to use it.
You don't need to seek outside."
-- Dazhu (487–593)
Tuesday, 12 June 2007
Will You Understand
Beside an ancient temple
Steam rolls from the brazier
In fragrant white clouds;
I show you the path of Sages
Beyond this floating world,
But will you understand
The lasting taste of spring?
-- Baisao (1675-1763)
Tuesday, 5 June 2007
Infinity
-- Albert Einstein
Friday, 1 June 2007
Abode of the Way
Earth is stable and peaceful.
Beings who lose these
Qualities die,
While those who
Emulate them live.
Calm spaciousness is the
House of spiritual light;
Open selflessness is the
Abode of the Way.
-- Huai-nan-tzu
Tuesday, 29 May 2007
Monday, 28 May 2007
Revolutionary Bureaucracy
- Kafka, Franz
Thursday, 24 May 2007
Solace or Assistance
You are alone in this world and you will die alone, facing the long eternity of extinction without solace or assistance.
Wednesday, 16 May 2007
God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh. -- Voltaire
-- Voltaire
Perfectly Ambiguous Ending
Tuesday, 15 May 2007
one seriously weird individual
http://www.pdark.de/about-en.html
German version |
| Some short facts about me FAQ Some short facts about me
FAQWhat does Current body mean?I'm an immortal life form. My origins go way back to beginning of the universe. Unfortunately, nothing material can stand the test of time so my bodies deteriorate and I'm forced to seek a new host. I'm not a prasitic lifeform, though. I don't remove the former owner of the body but instead form a symbiosis with them. Usually, the hosts evolve over time (or rather their souls do). When the body of the host finally becomes inhabitable, the former owner of the host has evolved that much that (s)he has no urges to posess a body anymore (which would end in a struggle for control of the next body). The advantage for someone to form a symbiosis with him is that we grant protection and psychic abilities (some would call this magic but that's a very imprecise term) to the new host who in turn uses them to influence his/her surroundings. Our current host, for example suffers from a computer virus, which has destroyed the other PDs during the last years of the great galactic war. By protecting him against the virus, we both get what we want. Where do you originally come from?I came to be on a small, nameless planet which was destroyed long ago when one of the eight suns it circulated turned into a Super Nova. My race (about 300 beings) died with its planet. Planetdestroyer?The term is more slang than real. We're not like the big energy projectors that you saw in the Star Wars movies. What's the point in blowing up a perfectly good planet? Instead, our modus operandi was to extinct the population on the surface of the planet or to drive it away. And did you?During the great galactic war, I destroyed three major populations (actually drove them into extinction) and wiped out the populations of 377 planets. I was responsible for 5'300'475'000'000 +/- 1% casualties. *ulp* And your job here?After the great war, I was cleaning hazardous zones (mine fields and other relicts of the great war). It is generally accepted that I contributed a major part to the rebuilding of the civilizations that we see in the galaxy today. My current occupation is that of a First Contact officer (FCO). FCOs seek emerging civilizations in our galaxy and protect them against external influences (technology smugglers or people who use our advances in social sciences to influence primitive sociologies). After the systems are sealed off, we wait until the civilization has evolved to a point where they have enough internal stability to survive the contact with a much advanced one. This is usually the around the time when a civilization begins to build the first colonies on other planets because this step takes a lot of energy and therefore needs a very broad support in the members of the civilization in question. This means that the internal struggles which usally destroy a civilization when it makes first contact with an advanced one, must have been resolved or are at least under control. Unfortunately, the evolution from a civilization, in which greed and agression are major driving forces, to the next level is usually one which is accompanied with a lot of turmoil because some of the most powerful or influential beeings of such civilizations have come to their positions because they were the most greedy and aggressive. Beeing greedy and agressive, they distrust the change and try to prevent it. Even if they know the futility of the attempt, beeing what they are forces them to still try to prevent this change to the worse for them. What do you especially like on Earth?I enjoy the creativity and power of young civilizations a lot. I like to be surprised by new ways to do things and, just like parents, I'm proud if my civilization has climbed another step on their own. Unlike real parents, I usually don't teach or influence; I'm only observing. Noting things. This has lead to some confusion in the past. Usually, people blame me for not stepping in and preventing damage. This is a charge against which I don't defend because of two things: First, people who blame this on me, are usually in an agitated state and talking to them is pointless. Secondly, if you can't do mistakes, then you cannot learn and thus, evolve. Preventing a child to burn its hands makes them careless. So please don't blame me for giving you the chance to learn. Copyright © 2001-2002 Aaron Digulla a.k.a. Philmann Dark. |
Sunday, 13 May 2007
ETNI Teacher Humour
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Funny how all the features of our lives that are for our safety/security/protection and offered by some level of the government draw stiff resistance. However, market them as a convenience and suddenly people line up for it.
Imagine: We're putting a GPS chip in all your vehicles so that we have a record of everywhere you go with it. If there's a crash or carjacking, we can track it down.
Customers scream "Big Brother" and summarily reject it.
Reality: "MorON-Star. How can I help?"
"I locked my keys in the car! I can't get in!"
"What's your passcode?"
"I don't remember, but hurry up because the top's down and it's starting to rain!"